it feels like i' ve dreamt for a long time
i've have walked aimlessly for awhile
almost as if this had been a promise
the day that went against my season
the two of us, standing and looking at each other
that time our beautiful story washed away
that time we promise with a prayer to stay together forever
when the memories come back one by one, my heart
feel like it won't happen
i restrained myself while thinking of you
how were you, during that one year
i lived, while forgetting for a long time
it seemed okay for awhile
but as time passes by, i started to understand
that i can't live without you
that time, if we had been a little more mature
that time, if we had known what we know now
there is only an endless regret. i don't have confidence to endure this
even when i strongly endured
and like that. one year had passed by
perhaps your feeling might be same as mine
could give me one more chance
now i know , we should never broke up
the one person i love and love
i want to go back the time when we first liked each other
the day when our love is beautiful and happy
the arguments that made our hearts hurt
now let's put it in the past
lets not talk about it again
the seasons are passing, and when several years pass by
let not have any other feelings, besides our feelings today
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
28th October - 26 December 2008
" my most happiest moment "
" my obsession and addiction"
" my guardian of happiness "
" my life "
" the reason I lived everyday"
not giving up so till now
i've been through a lot of hardship for 7 months
but today. 19th July 2009 she's with another man
that might be better than me ( i don't know )
i just want you, Lim Cheng Ting
"do not worry,this is a decision i made upon my own"
"it is my choice to down this road"
"i pray for your happiness and that u smile always"
"i ll always be here for you,supporting u,protecting u from the shadows"
"its the least i could do for you"
"last but not least,u have my regards and wishes,it is my biggest wish that your happy always"
i will be right here waiting for you ~
Saturday, July 11, 2009
this is something i couldn't hide anymore.
somehow..
this part of me, i just couldn't keep it
i wish to tell out.
but i'm scare.
scare we might not be friends anymore.
no matter what
this time i must say out
i dun wanna let u get hurt again
what if he's charming n good looking
but attitude is not good
he's player.
he had only love you to fulfil his lust
why would you treat me like that?
i know.
that i might not be good looking
is that the only thing matter to you only?
somehow..
this part of me, i just couldn't keep it
i wish to tell out.
but i'm scare.
scare we might not be friends anymore.
no matter what
this time i must say out
i dun wanna let u get hurt again
what if he's charming n good looking
but attitude is not good
he's player.
he had only love you to fulfil his lust
why would you treat me like that?
i know.
that i might not be good looking
is that the only thing matter to you only?
after so long inactive..
i finally think i shud keep this blog alive
as it is a part of my story lifee
i finally think i shud keep this blog alive
as it is a part of my story lifee
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Down down down down~~~
What if i said you never mattered
that i never lost a moment of sleep
what if i crushed all of your dreams
and broke all the promises you swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be
if i did to you what you did to me.
A thousand words couldn't bring you back
I know because I've tried. Neither could a
thousand tears, I know because I've cried.
You left behind a broken heart and happy memories too.
But I never wanted memories, I only wanted you
I used to smile when I told people
you were mine, but now I can't even
smile and say your name at the same time
Who do you turn to when the only person in
the world that can stop you from crying is
exactly the one making you cry?
.Someday.
.you`ll.
·realize·
.how.
.much.
·you·
.meant.
.to.
·me·
..You "loved" me then..
..but you dont love me now..
..i'm not any different ·now·..
..than i was ·then·..
. . · Heartbroken · . .
Puttin` you in the · past ·
But the pain`s still gonna · last ·
i can forget the tears and hurt u put me thr0ugh
but i can`t forget the laughs and special tymes i shared with u
no matter how much time g0es by
u will always be a part of my heart * always by my side
because i couldn`t stop luvin u . . . even if i tried
It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
And then look at you and realize how much you don't care
I don't know what to say
Or even where to start
But I never would have guessed
It'd be you to break my heart
I wish there were a way
I could go back in time
To hold you in my arms
As if you were still mine
that i never lost a moment of sleep
what if i crushed all of your dreams
and broke all the promises you swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be
if i did to you what you did to me.
A thousand words couldn't bring you back
I know because I've tried. Neither could a
thousand tears, I know because I've cried.
You left behind a broken heart and happy memories too.
But I never wanted memories, I only wanted you
I used to smile when I told people
you were mine, but now I can't even
smile and say your name at the same time
Who do you turn to when the only person in
the world that can stop you from crying is
exactly the one making you cry?
.Someday.
.you`ll.
·realize·
.how.
.much.
·you·
.meant.
.to.
·me·
..You "loved" me then..
..but you dont love me now..
..i'm not any different ·now·..
..than i was ·then·..
. . · Heartbroken · . .
Puttin` you in the · past ·
But the pain`s still gonna · last ·
i can forget the tears and hurt u put me thr0ugh
but i can`t forget the laughs and special tymes i shared with u
no matter how much time g0es by
u will always be a part of my heart * always by my side
because i couldn`t stop luvin u . . . even if i tried
It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
And then look at you and realize how much you don't care
I don't know what to say
Or even where to start
But I never would have guessed
It'd be you to break my heart
I wish there were a way
I could go back in time
To hold you in my arms
As if you were still mine
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Tagged by Stephy.
1. What have you been doing recently?
work.. and ntg much.
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope? it wouldnt be nice rite?
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
erm, sometimes.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
i wan her ~
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Her..
42. Last time you smiled?
the cherished moment of me n her together ?
43. Have you changed this year?
ALOT!
44. What are you listening right now?
Right Here Waiting For You- Richard Marx
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
does chatting count?
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
i hate the feeling of falling down so i always open my eyes.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
I dont have the strength to let u go?
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yeap?
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
i sucked
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
haiz a lot
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz ; those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by ; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
7 people i tag:
anyone could do it
B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz ; those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by ; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
7 people i tag:
anyone could do it
1. What have you been doing recently?
work.. and ntg much.
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope? it wouldnt be nice rite?
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
erm, sometimes.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
i wan her ~
8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster?
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
dark blue shorts.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Nitex babe.. muacks.. i love u always ** nia **
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
i try not to. i mean why should people always make it so complicated? love is sacrifice. just commit to sacrifice.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
neh.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
twilight is awesomeness :)
14. What are you proud of?
nothing to be proud off
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
any songs that suit my emotion
17.Do you have any nicknames?
chichi?
18. What does your last received text message say?
from MAXIS.. swt
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
2.38 a.m.
20. Are you currently happy?
NOPE?
21. Who gives you best advice?
Shuu, amanda ?
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
chin yong onn?
chin yong onn?
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yea.. LOVE n family
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
i'm nt sure? gt no mood to laugh?
26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
chem ping
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yes. :,(
29. What annoys you most in a person?
ntg i guess?
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yeap
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
hell no!
32. What is the colour of your room?
light greeen more to blue
light greeen more to blue
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
i dun hate anyone
i dun hate anyone
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
what is "talk is cheap"?
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
myself?
myself?
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
CHIN SIK HAN.. WOOT.
CHIN SIK HAN.. WOOT.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
no?
no?
38. Do you have a life?
haiz.. not a very good life
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
like a person in a coma?
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
no reason? random
no reason? random
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Her..
42. Last time you smiled?
the cherished moment of me n her together ?
43. Have you changed this year?
ALOT!
44. What are you listening right now?
Right Here Waiting For You- Richard Marx
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
does chatting count?
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
i hate the feeling of falling down so i always open my eyes.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
I dont have the strength to let u go?
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yeap?
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
i sucked
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
haiz a lot
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Tag;;
Do you mind, if your opposite gender partner:
Go clubbing: hmm, not tht often then its alright.
Smoke: mind?
Is an alcoholic: Alcoholic I mind lah, occasional then its okay.
Do drug: -_- mind.
Did sex before: LOL.. if u are with her already? u wouldnt mind rite?
Watch porn: no mind. learn more science weih !!
Steal something you like for you: Nooo. Not by stealing, buying ;D
Skipped work/ classes just to meet you: Well, of cus I don't mind. Just makesure tht he won't get into trouble.
Forget about anniversary: HMPH! I mind I mind.
Use all his savings to plan a surprise for anniversary: OMG -_- ALL?! hell nooo!
Bought a very ugly clothing for present: Yeah, I mind. But I'm not gonna complaint cus its a gift from her
If your opposite gender lied about the following situation, what action will you take?
It is middle of the night, he/ she told you that he/ she is going to bed, but instead he went out with friends: AHAHHAHA. What action? Hmm, I guess theres nothing more I can do lah. Since he wanna use tht lame excuses. I'll be mad of cus ;D
Your opposite gender told you that he/ she is going out with a friend that you know, but you saw him/ her in the mall with his ex- boyfriend/ girlfriend: -_- LOL.. wait wad.. break oni lah.. MUAHAHA
Describe your ideal opposite gender:
Hmm, my ideal one ;D well, I guess the most important facts tht she must be loyal, not extremely flirty but flattering at time. Have a sense of humour. &dress in casual style ( hate lala ) ;D
I tag:
1. Shu
2. Amanda
3. Chui xing
4. Chelle
5. yan yi
Do you mind, if your opposite gender partner:
Go clubbing: hmm, not tht often then its alright.
Smoke: mind?
Is an alcoholic: Alcoholic I mind lah, occasional then its okay.
Do drug: -_- mind.
Did sex before: LOL.. if u are with her already? u wouldnt mind rite?
Watch porn: no mind. learn more science weih !!
Steal something you like for you: Nooo. Not by stealing, buying ;D
Skipped work/ classes just to meet you: Well, of cus I don't mind. Just makesure tht he won't get into trouble.
Forget about anniversary: HMPH! I mind I mind.
Use all his savings to plan a surprise for anniversary: OMG -_- ALL?! hell nooo!
Bought a very ugly clothing for present: Yeah, I mind. But I'm not gonna complaint cus its a gift from her
If your opposite gender lied about the following situation, what action will you take?
It is middle of the night, he/ she told you that he/ she is going to bed, but instead he went out with friends: AHAHHAHA. What action? Hmm, I guess theres nothing more I can do lah. Since he wanna use tht lame excuses. I'll be mad of cus ;D
Your opposite gender told you that he/ she is going out with a friend that you know, but you saw him/ her in the mall with his ex- boyfriend/ girlfriend: -_- LOL.. wait wad.. break oni lah.. MUAHAHA
Describe your ideal opposite gender:
Hmm, my ideal one ;D well, I guess the most important facts tht she must be loyal, not extremely flirty but flattering at time. Have a sense of humour. &dress in casual style ( hate lala ) ;D
I tag:
1. Shu
2. Amanda
3. Chui xing
4. Chelle
5. yan yi
Saturday, November 29, 2008
couldnt sleep lahh
shh..
wad to do?
blog loh..
today i get scolding from my parents
every time when u heard them scolding
sure is about my results
i admit they're bad..
even myself couldnt take it
but wad can i do?
i had already tried my bestt
thts my limit
worst of all..
babe.. you r the one i loved very much
how could you not be with me
when the times i feel so down myself
everyday u play games?
i wouldn't mind waiting for you
but today how can u just offline like that
it hurts me..
when i noticed you were offline..
i called you..
u hung up on me
i had ntg much to say..
shh..
wad to do?
blog loh..
today i get scolding from my parents
every time when u heard them scolding
sure is about my results
i admit they're bad..
even myself couldnt take it
but wad can i do?
i had already tried my bestt
thts my limit
worst of all..
babe.. you r the one i loved very much
how could you not be with me
when the times i feel so down myself
everyday u play games?
i wouldn't mind waiting for you
but today how can u just offline like that
it hurts me..
when i noticed you were offline..
i called you..
u hung up on me
i had ntg much to say..
moody~~
aduhs..
holidays are here.
but i'm nt happy
stupid results?
wad had happen?
omg la..
3A oni? 2b? 2c? 1g
fuck sejarahh..
i hate you..
aiks..
the teacher dun even bother to teach us
how u expect us to get good results
we oni learned till chapter 6
the rest read ourselves?
wtf ?
wad kind of teacher is this
holidays are here.
but i'm nt happy
stupid results?
wad had happen?
omg la..
3A oni? 2b? 2c? 1g
fuck sejarahh..
i hate you..
aiks..
the teacher dun even bother to teach us
how u expect us to get good results
we oni learned till chapter 6
the rest read ourselves?
wtf ?
wad kind of teacher is this
Thursday, November 27, 2008
The rules:
-Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1.i love my dear
2.i enjoy shopping
3.i enjoy eating
4.i hate hot sun
5.i love snow
6.i love more friends
7.i hope to get excellent results in exams
8.i hope i have a good life
Tag:
no one -.-
-You-
First Name – Teo
Nickname – edward , chi chi? (gay)
Name you wish you had - nope.satisfied with mine
What do people normally mistake your name as – chi ma gan?
Birthday - 2nd September
Birthplace – kuala lumpur
Time of Birth – no idea
Single or taken - taken?
Zodiac sign – Virgo
-Your Appearence-
How tall are you – 177cm
Wish you were taller – a bit more
Eye color - Dark brown
Eye color you want – blue
Natural Hair color – black
Current Hair color – black, a little brown because of previous dye
Short or long hair - short
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – nope
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – nothing.
Glasses or contacts – specs
Do you wear make-up – nope
Ever had hair extensions – nope.
Paint your nails - nope
-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes – any colour will do
What color hair - any colour except red yellow light brown green or weird colours
Shy or Outgoing – Outgoing
Sexy or Cute - cute
Serious or Fun – fun and serious at times
Older or Younger than you – older
A turn on - sweet.caring.understanding.romantic.funny.cheering.tolerable.helpful.smart.hardworking
A turn off - lazy,stubborn
-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolates - chocolates
Pepsi or Coke - pepsi
Rap or Rock – rock
Relationship or One night stand – Relationship
School or Work - school.i dont need a work now
Love or Money – both
Movies or Music - movies n music
Country or City – City
Sunny or Rainy days – cloudy!
Friends or Family - Both
-Have you ever-
Lie – Yes
Stole something- Nope
Smoked - nope
Hurt someone close to you – yea.
Broke someone's heart -yea.
Had your heart broken - yea.
Wondered what was wrong with you - yea
Wish you were a prince/princess : yea
Liked someone who was taken – yea
Shaved your head - Nope
Used chopsticks - yea
Sang in the mirror to yourself – nope
-Favorites-
Flower – red rose
Candy – nope
Song – any nice songs
Scent - errrrmm
Color -white,pink,dark blue
Movies- always changing
Singer – nope special singers.only those with nice songs
Word – yea rite?
Junk food – crackers and sourish sweet
Website – porno? no lah juz jk.. no favs
Location – Malaysia
Animal - allergic to animals
-Misc-
Ever cried over someone -
Yeah
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself –
thinner more, fitter, more handsome?
Do you think you're attractive -
ask my friends
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose –
be a prince that have a princess that love me forever.
Do you play any sports –
a lot
-Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1.i love my dear
2.i enjoy shopping
3.i enjoy eating
4.i hate hot sun
5.i love snow
6.i love more friends
7.i hope to get excellent results in exams
8.i hope i have a good life
Tag:
no one -.-
-You-
First Name – Teo
Nickname – edward , chi chi? (gay)
Name you wish you had - nope.satisfied with mine
What do people normally mistake your name as – chi ma gan?
Birthday - 2nd September
Birthplace – kuala lumpur
Time of Birth – no idea
Single or taken - taken?
Zodiac sign – Virgo
-Your Appearence-
How tall are you – 177cm
Wish you were taller – a bit more
Eye color - Dark brown
Eye color you want – blue
Natural Hair color – black
Current Hair color – black, a little brown because of previous dye
Short or long hair - short
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – nope
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – nothing.
Glasses or contacts – specs
Do you wear make-up – nope
Ever had hair extensions – nope.
Paint your nails - nope
-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes – any colour will do
What color hair - any colour except red yellow light brown green or weird colours
Shy or Outgoing – Outgoing
Sexy or Cute - cute
Serious or Fun – fun and serious at times
Older or Younger than you – older
A turn on - sweet.caring.understanding.romantic.funny.cheering.tolerable.helpful.smart.hardworking
A turn off - lazy,stubborn
-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolates - chocolates
Pepsi or Coke - pepsi
Rap or Rock – rock
Relationship or One night stand – Relationship
School or Work - school.i dont need a work now
Love or Money – both
Movies or Music - movies n music
Country or City – City
Sunny or Rainy days – cloudy!
Friends or Family - Both
-Have you ever-
Lie – Yes
Stole something- Nope
Smoked - nope
Hurt someone close to you – yea.
Broke someone's heart -yea.
Had your heart broken - yea.
Wondered what was wrong with you - yea
Wish you were a prince/princess : yea
Liked someone who was taken – yea
Shaved your head - Nope
Used chopsticks - yea
Sang in the mirror to yourself – nope
-Favorites-
Flower – red rose
Candy – nope
Song – any nice songs
Scent - errrrmm
Color -white,pink,dark blue
Movies- always changing
Singer – nope special singers.only those with nice songs
Word – yea rite?
Junk food – crackers and sourish sweet
Website – porno? no lah juz jk.. no favs
Location – Malaysia
Animal - allergic to animals
-Misc-
Ever cried over someone -
Yeah
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself –
thinner more, fitter, more handsome?
Do you think you're attractive -
ask my friends
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose –
be a prince that have a princess that love me forever.
Do you play any sports –
a lot
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
i really useless?
aiks.
being selfish.
i only think from my side?
i should know that she need my support?
am i not trustworthy?
is there another chance?
to make up what i had done.
******************************************
enough for that?
what the fuck my parents?
aiks..
just cannot stand them anymore?
scold me for small matters
haiz haiz..
say i get influenced?
wtf?
say i keep sms?
will die?
n play comp?
it is holiday wert
wtf!!
aiks.
being selfish.
i only think from my side?
i should know that she need my support?
am i not trustworthy?
is there another chance?
to make up what i had done.
******************************************
enough for that?
what the fuck my parents?
aiks..
just cannot stand them anymore?
scold me for small matters
haiz haiz..
say i get influenced?
wtf?
say i keep sms?
will die?
n play comp?
it is holiday wert
wtf!!
aiks ~~~~~~
am i just a toy for you?
is it i done something wrong?
or you just don't seems to know what u want?
take me when you need?
and leave me when you are done with?
i just very upset..
the things i sacrifice for you;
getting scold by parents
for not concentrating on my studies.
and they just invade my privacy
they seems to know about you.
but how could you leave me
in the moment I needs you the most
i could wait all night for you
i could just wait for you.
while u were playing your game
which seems be more important than me
as i felt that way.
do you know?
i don't mind.
i wait for you.
is it i'm too bored for you?
i could change for you
i said i would love you always.
i guess i was obsessed in it deeply
but how can you say i lie about it
did i done anything unfaithful?
i am so confuse n sick
yesterday till now. i just couldn't sleep well
why why why?
i'm just addicted
i love you very much.
if you don't love me.
just tell me..
i wont mind
loving you means i want you to be happy
even though we might not be together
but i still will love you..
my heart will never change.
i will wait you forever
if this time might not work out.
i will wait
i will
i do
i will wait till the time
when we are suppose to be together
but at least give me a reason.
don't kept me hanging.
i just couldn't sleep
am i just a toy for you?
is it i done something wrong?
or you just don't seems to know what u want?
take me when you need?
and leave me when you are done with?
i just very upset..
the things i sacrifice for you;
getting scold by parents
for not concentrating on my studies.
and they just invade my privacy
they seems to know about you.
but how could you leave me
in the moment I needs you the most
i could wait all night for you
i could just wait for you.
while u were playing your game
which seems be more important than me
as i felt that way.
do you know?
i don't mind.
i wait for you.
is it i'm too bored for you?
i could change for you
i said i would love you always.
i guess i was obsessed in it deeply
but how can you say i lie about it
did i done anything unfaithful?
i am so confuse n sick
yesterday till now. i just couldn't sleep well
why why why?
i'm just addicted
i love you very much.
if you don't love me.
just tell me..
i wont mind
loving you means i want you to be happy
even though we might not be together
but i still will love you..
my heart will never change.
i will wait you forever
if this time might not work out.
i will wait
i will
i do
i will wait till the time
when we are suppose to be together
but at least give me a reason.
don't kept me hanging.
i just couldn't sleep
Monday, November 17, 2008
I'm tagged by... I forgot who again :\ since I've got nothing to do, tags are GOOD! :D
x
FRIENDSHIP TAG
x
1. Who is your ONE best friend?
Tht would be...Cheryl Wee ;)
x
2. How long do you know him/her?
Well, it's approx 4 yrs + edi.
x
3. Upload a picture of you & him/her
x
4. Is the person that tagged you your best friend?
yeah!! LOL
x
5. Describe the person that tagged you.
erm.. funny? always there to cheer me up..
x
6. How do you get to know the person that tagged you?
she told me x)
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7. Ever regretted from knowing some friend?
x some of it.. i guess
8. If your best friend betrayed you, what will you do?
IDK :( I hope not.
x
9. It's your best friend birthday. What would you give him/her?
erm.. depends on who is it? ^^
x
10. Say something grateful to your best friend.
haha.. thank you tumbler GIRL for your ever warmth heart, love , and care
LOL. lets hope our friendship will never end okay !
x
I tag:
1. Shuu
2. Chelle
3. Manda
4. Yan yi
5. Chui Xing
6. Shermaine
7. Mun Kuen
8. Alice Q
9. Jeanny
10. Yun Chen
x
FRIENDSHIP TAG
x
1. Who is your ONE best friend?
Tht would be...Cheryl Wee ;)
x
2. How long do you know him/her?
Well, it's approx 4 yrs + edi.
x
3. Upload a picture of you & him/her
x
4. Is the person that tagged you your best friend?
yeah!! LOL
x
5. Describe the person that tagged you.
erm.. funny? always there to cheer me up..
x
6. How do you get to know the person that tagged you?
she told me x)
x
7. Ever regretted from knowing some friend?
x some of it.. i guess
8. If your best friend betrayed you, what will you do?
IDK :( I hope not.
x
9. It's your best friend birthday. What would you give him/her?
erm.. depends on who is it? ^^
x
10. Say something grateful to your best friend.
haha.. thank you tumbler GIRL for your ever warmth heart, love , and care
LOL. lets hope our friendship will never end okay !
x
I tag:
1. Shuu
2. Chelle
3. Manda
4. Yan yi
5. Chui Xing
6. Shermaine
7. Mun Kuen
8. Alice Q
9. Jeanny
10. Yun Chen
i know i'm not prefect. ~~
why you could let me be the inconsolable me
do you know that I just wanna care for you?
how come you could ask me not to
do you know it cuts through my heart
I couldn't sleep all night
thinking about this
what's the problem?
=(
i'm sorry if i hurt you
and all the pain i put you through
i wish i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears ~
a reason I change myself
and the reason is you
why you could let me be the inconsolable me
do you know that I just wanna care for you?
how come you could ask me not to
do you know it cuts through my heart
I couldn't sleep all night
thinking about this
what's the problem?
=(
i'm sorry if i hurt you
and all the pain i put you through
i wish i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears ~
a reason I change myself
and the reason is you
Friday, November 14, 2008
haiz.. why when everything is back to normal..
it will turn black again..
haiz.. wad's the reason..
how can You make me so miserableee
God.. yea!!
how come u can make me so miserable
** speechless already **
they say tht You will always bring happiness
why din You give me happiness long enough
what did i do to get this
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
11th November
cut hair already.. ready go 1u
so meet up with sikhan, zhi hao and munkit
we went straight towards MCD..
we found a taxi HWC 533x ( x ranging from 0~9 ) one of the number dropped
okay lor.. we board it.
n wait for my another fren..
he said. rm 20 to go to 1u..
we was lik wtf?
we cant escape..
finally we get down to a price of rm 17
on the way..
taxi driver > edward : budak ! sudah ada misai dan janggut arh
edward > taxi driver : haha !
sikhan > taxi driver : aiya.. bukan misai n janggut saja.. bawah pun ada
taxi driver > all : aduh ! lelaki semua mesti ada bawah larrr !!
all : laugh cock *
taxi driver > all: aiya.. sebenarnya perempuan pun ada punya..
neh.. macam bulu tangan saya lor..
everyone was sight out by tht taxi driver
edward > taxi driver: oh.. kadang kadang saya nampak tangan perempuan
banyak bulu ler..
taxi driver > all :oh .. itu kena hati hati..perempuan itu kuat seks punya
all of us SWT-ed
taxi driver > all : sini la.. uncle bagi advice.. itu macam punya perempuan
ah.. lan jiao mest kuat punya..
kena tajam dan tak boleh mati punya
kalau tidak.. takkan puas punya..
nanti dia teranjang kamu.. sebenarnya saya bukan
nak cakap pasal ini lar..
tapi kita semua sudah dewasa mah
edward > taxi driver: ya ... ya ! betul *muahahaha
GG lar tht taxi driver..
fucking expensive n sex lecture.. NOOB..
summore say.. kalau ada nasib.. kita jumpa lagi..
WTF WTF WTF
Monday, November 10, 2008
Encouraging
** suitable for heart broken n dumped people?
encouraging? ^^
thanks to him ;
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
encouraging? ^^
thanks to him ;
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
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